I DROPPED MY NEW PHONE TODAY MORNING! IT NOW HAS A SCRATCH ON THE BACK! so sad.

but it has already happened, so i guess its not worth the time to be all emo over it. but then i still get a bit sian when i think of it. =\

today we had drum practice til around 5pm.. its been very long since we trained for so long.. it was quite tiring tho.

WE WENT TO WATCH RED CLIFF AFTER PRACTICE! i think its a good show, since it really pissed me off when the words "to be continued.." appeared on the screen. the mood was there, the suspense and the bloody red words spoilt it all. i think im gonna catch the sequel to it even though i feel quite pissed at it.

and yesterday we had our performance for omega watch. somehow i cant believe the behavior of us.. or are my expectations too high?
firstly whats up with not getting into the performance mood? never mind that, what the f**k's up with not even trying?
secondly how can a percussionist know the drum piece, plays it wrong and still continue playing the wrong stuff? i mean surely your ears can do the job if your rhythm sense is malfunctioning.
and who the heck cares about felicia chin when we all know we had screwed up at the ending? i dont think sx accepted this performance for no reason, every performance we do must be up to standard. even if we did an excellent performance we cant just go crazy over some pretty celeb like boys with raging hormones AT A PUBLIC (HIGH CLASS)PLACE

but still i know people can never be perfect. all i know is we are further from perfect than we used to as performers. if we want to reach the next level, we have to think for the group, act for the group. if we dont, there will be alot more politics and hate and sour feelings etc.

its time we buck up and show people the image we want to show for the upcoming performances. moonfest is next, train hard for it! i really hope i can perform.

last comment.. since zingo is a performing group. lets not forget where our heart should be in. if we cannot even perform up to standard, i think we lost it all. this is why it pisses me off when i dont feel that performances we did are good enough. i know we are more than what we showed the guests at omega event.

i want to enjoy the moon fest performance.