Lat Fu You, You Lat Fu

Saturday, February 28, 2009

body aches over my body and i dont know why too. Z_Z

maybe effects of the flu?

maybe im evolving! LOL

kids nowadays have alot more to memorise, like the increase in number of pokemon.

say it isn't so. or say it isn't me. i can't take this.

Friday, February 27, 2009

IM FREEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

yeah edited my template a little bit to fit the siggy thing. hahaha now you can have a good view of it

HAHAHA I LOOK NOOB

die, FOF is so freaking hard.

what does FOF mean? F**ked on Friday? LOL

For our Freedom?

Free our fifis (?_?)

gogogo! tusken helm! corpsemaker!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

oh and today's exam went greaaaaaaatttttttt, the best one i have done so far.

i hope fof wouldn't be so hard

blablabla, im tired.

I realised that i cant go back on my word. It's not too late now.

Monday, February 23, 2009

yay im going to eat pastamania with my mum in 15 minutes time, hahahaha

i wonder how will i fare on my exam tmr, i've been doing tuts and mcqs since saturday and actually im quite confident but there are still questions that i cant answer. i've alr figured them out but im afraid there might be questions on areas i missed out. argh :(

im so tired of studying now. i wanna pwn some noobs.

its more like forcing myself to study now.. sigh

can someone please steel plate my WoW game time card? :(

P.S. L2P = Learn 2 Play.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

ok im going to revise a bit of my engineering materials stuff here

Gosh, please stop calling him the nice caring indian zebra at mos.

gold platinum silver copper hydrogen tin nickel cadmium iron zinc aluminium magnesium

hope i got that all correct.

ok actually i have been studying quite a lot and i feel like my limit is about to be reached

there are times where i want to play WoW but i need to control myself so i go play some facebook games and watch athene videos. i gotta L2P after the exams man! then i'll PWN! if you go paladin you go holy!! PWN!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, February 20, 2009

ok i just fell into another dimension when i was lying on my bed. i was brought back by a familiar sound. i opened my eyes and look at where the sound was coming from, there was light in a rectangle. there was this flashing orange box, one moment it was blue, it turned orange the other. the phonomenon was repeating, it was kinda harsh on my mind. i reached out to my keyboard to press the 2 and 'enter' key but the sound came again after a while. i had to stand on my feet to face this but the as i tried to i was sitting down on my butt before i noticed it. then i rested my finger on the round thing and it clicked as i applied pressure on it. a rectangle popped up in the rectangle of light, i pressed the letters in front of me in accordance "im not going for practice tmr".

people change. people change cause time changes. remember what you said about the who-ha? now look who are you to the who-ha. do you still think that way? or did the who-ha changed it? you gotta let me know what's on your mind cause i cant read your mind. Is what you're having with the who-ha real? or is it as fake as what you said about the who-ha? Tell me before i take things into assumption and view things as it seems. i dont want to be a fool.

and im seriously thinking about me, myself in the group. i feel great about drums but i dont feel the spirit anymore, the team spirit. is it because two of my good friends have shaved themselves bald and gone into monastery filled with firearms?

there is so little soul in the group now. i cant feel much of it now. a lot's different now, i now see someone doing nothing during practice and holds a notebook like a badge of excuse. there is also the one who does things so lifelessly, i cant be motivated to do things by looking at him at all.

and then there are the 'small ones', they lack skill. they are so far back in terms of that and i totally do not want to go through the stage of breaking through in terms of tempo/rush issues. i've had it with the 'old ones' and we've comed a long way to finally be able to be in quite some control to be able to feel the music. they are just like how we started off, they feel uneasy while in rests and tend to strike early just because they feel uneasy in rests.

seriously i dont want that shit, mr cock said we need to grow a lot stronger in this year. hah how the fuck is that going to happen? fuck you and your fucking rusty mind. you dont have screws loose in your mind, you have alot of screws in your mind as tight as a bank vault door! i know i have ranted on this a lot of times before but it keeps coming to my mind cause it is so screwed up. you probably know that by seeing how my f words come up more often when i mention this topic.

i am going to be extremely honest, when i listen to your bullcrap i think to myself ~~what a wonderful world~~ can i really stay here? i cant tolerate this crap any longer, i've had it so many times. im frustrated, we're going no where.

and yeah, its hard. i can just pretend im okay with everything and just go on like that. its hard to stand up for what i believe, its like living in germany during 1940s. i miss ann and ong, they seems to light things up. its so funny that i actually realise more when people are gone.

i realised that my eyes cant focus when i study for like 2 days straight. my eyes couldnt focus properly on monday and today. today is a little better, its not totally off.. its like sometimes its focused and sometimes its a bit off. dont know why this happens, i dont have this problem even with play WoW 24/7

yes i will be going to the limelight concert with ming. he has a exam on the next day so im kinda worried if he can manage the paper well and stuff.

will be scratching my subscription card and input the code on next friday, going back to play WoW. i will try to reach level 80 with my paladin, i dont really remember how to play my warlock. i become a retard when i logged into my warlock when i was playing my wrath trial.

and im thinking whether i should go for drum training tmr cause its really tiring, i always feel tired after practice and knock out on the bus trip back home. this tiredness lasts until sunday, fusk. i wanna get more time to study for my exam.

The choreography^! times

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i dont really know why i just wrote that but you should know its bullcrap, dont take it seriously. Well maybe i need something different (weird) to de-stress.

ahh i get tired easily when studying.

i think im desperate?

i spent money on it again :(

life is weird and interesting.

im wondering why my mum gets body care products worth $86 free. its in usd some more ?_?

may i pass ACC tmr

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

todays paper was......

wtf

i complicate the simplest stuff and screw it up

section c was a disaster

section a and b were fine.

section c really killed me

next paper : ACC

Monday, February 16, 2009

i see how 'friendly' some 'friends' are right now.

they make sarcastic remarks about my studies and are reluctant to clarify my doubts.

great.

next time dont stick to me like a dog, i wont entertain you.

i will do my best in my exams. lets see who has the last laugh.

went for drumset lesson today

then i ate lunch and took a nap

studied a little during evening..

really a little but i did 80% of mcq and 3 questions of section B for the revision paper.. hahaha

gotta pick up the pace tmr.

TUESDAY IS E. MATHS EXAM!

GOGOGO! STUDY!

life without games is kinda... :|

pimples come with stress. dark spots come after pimples. goshh

black htc touch 3g

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

black htc touch 3g

study

no mafia wars.

no WoW.

less Kodo please.

strangely i dont feel excited about my phone. well, its just a phone. nothing much. :)

i lost my phone today :(

my dear g900, i will miss you.

i wanted to get a htc touch diamond initially.

but then yeeting said her father said that its useless, should get htc touch 3g instead.

and its not bad at all. the phone looks kinda nice and slim. quite cute too, LOL

so im going to get a htc touch 3g this sunday :)

argh got test tmr.

got test on friday.

got exam next tues.

got exam next fri.

got exam on tues after next.

got exam on fri after next.

got go-crazy-time on fri after next.

got prawning-time after that day.

got to study cause all these thoughts are making me lose control.

Monday, February 9, 2009

whats part of growing up and whats not?

is there a standard pace for growing up?

some people grow up so fast it appears otherwise.

is spending money a part of growing up?

is earning money a part of growing up?

if it is, which part of growing up should come first?

is drinking a part of growing up?

is clubbing a part of growing up?

is smoking a part of growing up?

if it is then some people are growing up too fast.

if it is then i dont want this part of growing up.

how come people who are not involved in these parts of growing up seem more grown up?

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i think having the self-discipline to do whats right is a part of growing up.

i have to study. i have to grow up.

good show.

energy level was high. the choreograph was different from the first show, it was good. The sound was superb; The mic-ing was superb. i realise that actually true sounds may not be better than sounds coming out of the speaker. however amplifying sounds has its disadvantages, flaws which are minor when not using mics are also amplified.

took a look at the surroundings, the performers before, during and after the show. saw them presetting their instruments, some were in costume, some had jackets over their costume. there was a performer drinking water out of a bottle during the performance, the duo part where other performers were sitting at the side of the stage. i realised that there was a guy and a lady who had accessories on their ears, it was obvious that it isnt part of the costume, other performers didnt wore that. regarding the statement that they do not talk to audience before or after the show, i saw so many people talking to them at the side before and after the show, i even saw a few of the performers conversing to audience in costume. however, they walk to their holding area in a line, very orderly.

they are precise. they are not that precise too. there was a guy jumping way higher than the others when they were playing a rhythm and he was in the back. if it was a minor mistake by him he would have corrected himself when he saw that he was doing something different than the others in front. i dont know why he didnt correct himself.

but still a good show. got me so interested in composing my score.

"your behavior is very weird recently", you said to me.

"whose behavior is weird recently?", you can ask around.

the answer is so obvious. for so many years people have left because of your irregular behavior. your behavior is so inconsistent, you seem to have mood swings every now and then. sometimes you seem to have changed for the better but it always revert back to being unreasonable.

i told you that i was testing something, i was actually testing the sound with different striking force. you say im not. you said "ok, ok. you're testing" but you dont mean it. even an idiot can tell that you are actually being sarcastic. that was the issue that im not happy about, you said you dont know why i sound like im challenging you. let me tell you why, "cause you gave me this tone first. what i gave you was only a response. i dont get angry for no reason, you can ask around. how many people have actually seen me blow my top?"

i dont know why you used such a sarcastic tone on me. highly because you dont trust me. you didnt think that i meant what i said. if you dont trust me then why should i be here? i think many people are so scared of you cause they dont know what to do. they dont know what the fuck you think is right. i tested on the sound of the drum. you gave me a sarcastic tone. what if i didnt test on the sound of the drum and just mind my own business? ah i think i should have stayed home and played the computer. yeah and you're going to ask me why i didnt go for jamming and repeat my reason in a sarcastic tone.

for a score to bring out the story behind, every small detail plays a part. lets say there's a storybook that tells a story of the past. you change the small details of it, you changed the story to one of the present. the story is changed, people get confused over what is it trying to bring across. i didnt say adding the rhythm in the score is right, im just saying that you changing the movements/actions of a rhythm is not right too. thats according to "you need to respect the composer/choreographer, you have to ask permission to change the score". changing the actions isnt changing the score? let me play the changed and unchanged version of that rhythm, show it to some primary school kids and ask them whether there's a difference in the two versions and get your answer.

i said "if i cant accept you as a leader, i wouldnt be here"

i meant that.

If I can't accept you as a leader, I won't be here.

i dont care if you send me a sms after what happened or not. it wont change. if you cross the line, i wont even challenge you.

after watching the performance, i think i can tolerate you a little more just for the passion in drums.

i want to tell a story, i will tell it with drums.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

today i was supposed to hand in RWP report and do ACC presentation. in the end i couldnt finish my report in time and have to hand it in tmr, there was not enough for all the groups to do their ACC presentation including mine so we'll do it next week in formal wear :D time to wear my new g2000 shirts!

anyway my report is done! and err i've actually compiled my own notes to study for java test tmr. the only thing i havent done is CAMM assignment, i'll do it tmr and hand it in cause

dalbert says:

very easy the cam

dalbert says:

LIKE DOG EASY

so i think i'm good, if tmr goes well i will have the mood to relax for a day or 2 then start studying for the 2 tests i will be taking next week. ALL THE BEST!

I LOVE MY ONITSUKA TIGER MEXICO 66 LAUTA!

I WANT THAT FOSSIL WATCH! SHERWIN SAID HE GOT A FRIEND WORKING IN FOSSIL AND MAY BE ABLE TO GET 40% OFF, WTF?! FYEAH!!!!! WAIT TIL I GET MY MONEYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehehehe 10 day wrath trial. wont be playing much anyway :P

Sunday, February 1, 2009

HI HI! PWN PWN!

IM READY TO PWN WITH MY NEW 60 DAY GAME CARD BUT IM TRYING NOT TO USE IT SO I CAN ACTUALLY FOCUS ON MY STUDIES

AND I HAVE A NEW WANT. A NEW WATCH! HERE IT IS

i bought my onitsuka tiger shoe today! went to orchard tangs with ming and marc. cooooooool M&M?!!!!!!!!

anyway i bought the lauta design that was the new color one. the white one with black sole :D

well actually zm helped me flip a coin and it seemed to be fated i buy the white one and not the brown one.

i wanna see myself drive a car with my new onitsuka tiger! LETS PWN EXAMS AND LEARN DRIVING!!!!!!!!!!!! PWN PWN PWN!!!!! THEN DURING HOLIDAYS I WILL BE LIKE IN POKEMON, BUT IM PLAYING WOW. LIKE I WANNA BE THE 2ND BEST, LIKE NO ONE EVER WAS! maybe thats why they put wow next to pokemon in toy shop. ok many of you dont really understand what im writing here but its ok. ITS THE SKEEL!!!!!!!!!

ok sx you gotta give me the performance money! GIVE ME YOUR MONEY! I WANT TO BUY WATCH!