my standard is not your standard. this creates the expectation you have from me. i know this is a good thing and will make me improve.

but you chose the wrong words to use on me and the effect is magnified when u said the words in the wrong time. i think its the worst time to say those words. this has discouraged me to perform for the group.

those words make me think. "yeah im not good enough. i dont know why the heck i should continue doing this, after so many years of work, im still not good enough." "maybe i should never even started drumming since i have sweaty palms."

my sweaty palms really do destroy my ambition in doing well in drum.