this 4:am sure is better than the last one

at least it wont be 4:am forever

all the songs speak for my heart

the husky will stil be waiting even if the door wasnt open today

i was so shattered when you told me to let you go

i cant let you go just like that, just because of one fear, just by a msn session

its not meant to end like this.

i know you were shattered too. it didnt makes sense, two lovers in love but asked to let go. if two lovers in love cant make it, what can?

love seemed to have such a complicated logic that no one can prove it for sure but its actually very simple. just keep it simple

the past 24 hours were hard to take, i was so heartbroken i cried right after you asked me to let go. and it didnt stop there, i cried myself to sleep. the first thing i did when i woke up was cry, it felt really bad. trying to keep my cool in public was hard, i almost couldnt control my tears at some moments. i thought of all the happy times we had together and the first thing i thought of was that i couldnt have any of that anymore. cant hold you hand anymore, cant smell your hair, cant admire your nails, cant hold you, cant hug you, cant call you baby, cant walk you home, cant take one stop of 804 with you, cant deliver porridge to you when you're sick, cant watch movies together, cant do this, cant do that. really broke my heart.

im not gonna take the sadness and heartbreak with me cause im a husky and my owner opened the door after scratching it for so long and im a happy husky now.

the sadness and heartbreak stays here in this post. this episode made me cherish our love even more, i wanna make everyday worthwhile. i love you, pengpeng baby. im so glad we are us again.