I Need Repair
Sunday, April 5, 2009
went late for drum practice today cause i had a really bad headache.
The last thing i want is to have my head act up. A head ache means slow progress for my team, i can't let my team down. My solution? Panadol Extra! Eases my headache when i need it!
and for some reason i feel people treat me differently when im late or maybe i get more sensitive under pain.
practice was kinda good, i think the progress is quite good. But now i see things differently, i expect more from the group now. I expect us to get ready faster than before. Stand as one, Pose as one, Ready as one, Perform as one. I realise we dont really have our styles as one, even the ready pose is not as one and people figit unnecessarily when in READY position. Well there is always a longer way to go after you've gone a long way. okay sx you can quote this, i said this. HAHAHA
and mr edvwin tay, you really got me with that april fool's trick about you wanting to quit zingo.
after i realised it's a trick, i feel that i cherish everyone in the group more but i have a weird way to show it. i joke around with people and i think sometimes it may be overboard, remember, i like you if i make fun of you. HAHAHA! (what a good excuse to make fun of people!)
watched october sky after dinner, it was not bad. But not really that good, same old thing. "As long as there's a moral behind the story" well it was about success after several failures, perserverence and stuff like that, like never give up those kind.
and i think things happen for a reason. i barely missed the ending time. i didnt win it. the other one was sold after minutes. belle called and told me i got outbid, also said that there's another for sale and was better.
if i didnt get outbid. if i didnt miss the time. if i didnt lose it. if the other one wasnt sold.
i wouldnt have this offer now.
i still feel guilty cause there are somethings that can't be repaired once broken. and this thing might be one of them.