THIS WEEKEND IS BORING AS HELL! BUT I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT HELL IS LIKE SO HOW CAN I SAY ITS BORING? OMG THE BOREDOM HAS GOT ME SPEAKING GIBBERISH! OMG I USED THE WORD GIBBERISH! GIBBERISH! I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT IT MEANS!

okay gotta calm myself down. basically i have been studying for my maths test and doing my aircraft electronics report on power systems which is damn hard to research. i think maths is the greatest module that im taking. i actually enjoy the challenge and thrill while doing maths questions. LOL!

i have just finished revising for maths test and im half way thru the report. there is one stubborn topic which i cant find any info on! basically most of my brain cells have broken down. i gotta send them for repair at dreamland alr. pardon the lameness, i guess it happens when im super bored + not thinking normally.

hopefully i can do well for tmr's maths test and finish up the report!

i think i have gotten a little more cheerful nowadays! maybe you have already realised by the usage of ! marks in this entry and i dont know why either, so dont ask me why.

im quite worried for the cgs learning fest performance. as some of them already know its quite hard for them to co-ordinate with their own mates from the same group. now we're talking about co-ordinating with another school's group. i think we need more than 1 rehearsal to do this well. but.. this side not free that side not free. no choice! 100% for what you got! one rehearsal! go for it!

dreams~~~

school is so boring!! i still have one project to be handed in and presented. i also have maths test on 21/7! this is so discouraging.

i think my half slack attitude has to be changed. i think i might need to start the engine in my brain alr. but nowadays i feel like i have a heavy head.. sometimes i have headaches for no reason. argh..

life seems weird. i keep having this empty feeling every now and then.. its like something is missing in my life and i dont know what it is. this sucks =\

I DROPPED MY NEW PHONE TODAY MORNING! IT NOW HAS A SCRATCH ON THE BACK! so sad.

but it has already happened, so i guess its not worth the time to be all emo over it. but then i still get a bit sian when i think of it. =\

today we had drum practice til around 5pm.. its been very long since we trained for so long.. it was quite tiring tho.

WE WENT TO WATCH RED CLIFF AFTER PRACTICE! i think its a good show, since it really pissed me off when the words "to be continued.." appeared on the screen. the mood was there, the suspense and the bloody red words spoilt it all. i think im gonna catch the sequel to it even though i feel quite pissed at it.

and yesterday we had our performance for omega watch. somehow i cant believe the behavior of us.. or are my expectations too high?
firstly whats up with not getting into the performance mood? never mind that, what the f**k's up with not even trying?
secondly how can a percussionist know the drum piece, plays it wrong and still continue playing the wrong stuff? i mean surely your ears can do the job if your rhythm sense is malfunctioning.
and who the heck cares about felicia chin when we all know we had screwed up at the ending? i dont think sx accepted this performance for no reason, every performance we do must be up to standard. even if we did an excellent performance we cant just go crazy over some pretty celeb like boys with raging hormones AT A PUBLIC (HIGH CLASS)PLACE

but still i know people can never be perfect. all i know is we are further from perfect than we used to as performers. if we want to reach the next level, we have to think for the group, act for the group. if we dont, there will be alot more politics and hate and sour feelings etc.

its time we buck up and show people the image we want to show for the upcoming performances. moonfest is next, train hard for it! i really hope i can perform.

last comment.. since zingo is a performing group. lets not forget where our heart should be in. if we cannot even perform up to standard, i think we lost it all. this is why it pisses me off when i dont feel that performances we did are good enough. i know we are more than what we showed the guests at omega event.

i want to enjoy the moon fest performance.

i seem to have lots of free time today. there was no drum practice today so we went to the stadium to have a small meeting instead. then we went to eat brunch at 10 plus. it was damn sad that ziming had to go ubin =( so boring sia. so ruohan, marc and me went to northpoint to shop around. we really walked around in northpoint man.. like here and there and here again then there and there. we were really free =x

we went to timezone and played the guitar and percussion game. it was so fun man! then hairy man went to buy his guitar hero DS. looks cool. guitar hero really knows how to earn money, damn it. even i wanna buy a original game now =\

mum went to JB and wont be coming home til tomorrow evening. i feel like i got so much time but stupid dreamz server is down. i really got nothing to do now so im doing my dj homework now lol. mixing is so troublesome.. still gotta do homework before i do new mixes. i rather scratch than mix actually.

ok off to do my 'homework' alr.

good news. my catia assignment deadline has been extended to next friday. but catia is very troublesome. i feel really pissed off at catia, my catia version is r16 and the school uses r17. whatever file created in school cant be opened at home. so i have to go to school everytime if i want to continue with my assignment. screwed up.

anyway i feel tired nowadays. i dont know why, maybe i still havent get used to the school schedule after holidays.

btw i just got to know of a very funny video of a lady singing the song 'ken lee' LOL. its so funny, she keep saying the song name is ken lee although she is singing mariah carey's 'without you'. its damn funny la, you should watch it on youtube!