YO it has been quite some time since i came back from the hong kong trip.. and up til now i havent got all the photos taken there. WHEN ARE THEY GONNA COME?!

ok im gonna post a picture of my ah ma! =D


hahaha my ah ma is so cute. she's got the little cute plastic water bottle too, we got it for her cos she chokes if she eats or drinks too fast.. the water flows out of the bottle freaking slow.. lol.



ok this is my big uncle's family. there are my 2 handsome cousins, my uncle, my auntie, my ahma and err.. my grandma's sister (WTH i still dont know how to address her)


alright this is my small uncle's family, there are my 3 pretty cousins, my uncle, my auntie and my ahma =D

my favourite uncle! funny guy!


ok.. thats it

i dont feel so negative about the drama and wushu alr.. my cousin told me even if i dont really like it, i have to do it.. its life.
yeah life's like that. i will push. i will persevere until success happens.

and i wanna find out why do i carry on in zingo.. honestly i dont think i will ever find the answer by myself.. i need the group, my homies to show me what is the reason.

honestly i didnt take da vincent's words to be crap.. err.. ok maybe not all. i find his words quite true.. err.. ok maybe not all.

i dont see what zingo is aiming to. are we only aiming for the NAC housing scheme or whatever thats called? or are we aiming for much higher, to make drumming in zingo a career? do we have dreams or visions? do we have a stage that we want to perform on? do we have a certain reputation or fame we wanna gain?

we dont really have a common vision. well actually i dont have any more ambitions in drumming, i'll take whatever that comes by and do my best, hopefully i can fulfill expectations of majority in zingo. if we were to grow, united and strong, we need to have a common vision. if we have a common vision, we wont have people quit drumming at different times or slack after they think its the time to relax. i think the leader needs to confirm with everyone what everyone is aiming for.. and try to create a vision in each and every one of zingo-ians so that we have a common aim. that way we enjoy together, suffer together, laugh together, cry together (ok i know this sounds kinda gay).

tired and worned out as fcuk.

this holiday aint like a holiday. and i cant imagine having to go through this for 2 weeks with school on going.

my time table is expected to be 8 to 5 everyday. or til 3 on some lucky days. so tuesday theres gym, thursday drama, saturday drum + drama, sunday wushu. lol there's no time for rest at all. its gonna be stress + stress + stress + stress so on..

and theres like 70% chance that the rehearsals gonna get more frequent and stressful when school opens.

this is really not the type of holidays i was hoping for when i was back in the days when i walked out of the exam hall with my mind relieved of stress.

BUT HEY CMON IF U HAVE THE PASSION FOR IT THEN YOU CAN DO IT!

sometimes i ask myself why do i keep going on in zingo.. i've seen edvwin's post on his blog about friends in the group and thats definitely one of the points why i stay in zingo.. yeah we have fun doing the stuff we do.. today we crapped alot and made up alot of funny shit, i realised laughter is a really good way to relieve stress. the more we talk cock, the more i feel relieved of stress.

the happiest times in drumming was when i was in sec sch, still innocent and dont know when to shut my trap. all of us were like that, we have all the fun we want during performances, rehearsals, whatever. although we always get scolded, we dont know how to worry about it and reflect on it. its just like " aiya forget it la, he sux".

honestly i want to be back in the days of sec sch life but sadly i can only think back about the sweet memories and wont be able to re-live it. we all grow up day by day, now we need to deal with reputation, professionalism, behaviour, etc..

and now we need to 'upgrade' ourselves by performing in a play which is drama mama and learn new stuff like wushu, expression, mood, etc..

but still, when i ask myself why do i stay in zingo.. i seriously have no idea. am i just there for friends while going thru so much stuff to fulfil another person's dream? am i there hoping for a chance to have a taste of sec sch performance? or am i there because of the one and only reason that i love drumming so much?

well i think i used to love drumming alot but after so much happened, i think its just lame for me to pin so much hope and be so ambitious in drumming.

i dont know why i stay in zingo, but i know for sure i dont stay in zingo to wear myself out.

i got new speakers and now i can stop torturing my ears listening to the screwed up laptop speakers.. they simply suck.

music is music. sound is music. noise is music. everything that comes out from the speakers is like music. =D

zingo recruitment on saturday.. i wonder how many will come for it.. i think the number is gonna be pathetic.. =(

meeting tmr.. gotta sleep alr.

ahhh long time no blog.. im like.. busy and tired.

zingo is participating in the play during may.. its called death of a hero and will be performed in the esplanade..

we gotta rehearse for it.. gotta like act in the play.. practice our expressions, body language, stage control.. etc etc.. and we also gots to learn wushu.. lol

so basically everyday of the week would be taken by drum stuff.. since we are having zingo recruitment this saturday.. got lots of meetings to attend..

im like.. going to ming's house quite often to play rockband.. lol
its damn fun, its like becoming a rock band when we play that game, the clothing and stuff makes it alot more interesting. HAHAHA

just now went for meeting.. then we went to play dota!!! it was like.. damn fun. didnt have this kind of feeling for a long time.. i think its because im playing dota with my homies.. and its a long time since we played together in a lan shop. eugene!!!! i like my homie eugene! he's like so pro! LOL. oh ya belson also another pro. the pro-est of all.

i feel the importance of friends now. i feel like i cant lose them. it sounds a bit gay but.. yeah. LOL

oh ya.. and i saw a damn cute girl.. she's like so short and cute.. i wanna bring her home! like maybe put her in my house as a decoration. sounds damn nice la!

ITS A MONDAY!! BUT THERE AINT NO BLUES COS THERE AINT NO SCHOOL!

its alr monday and my muscles are still aching from the physical training on saturday.. =(

the worse thing is theres a gym session tmr.. how i wish my muscles can recover faster..

today is quite a boring day.. woke up at 3.. LOL
then ate instant noodles for lunch. i know its bad.. but i had no choice T_T
played dota til mum came back, ate dinner..
played dota..
ate supper..
played dota..
and now im blogging..

its so god damn boring.. i wanna do something else.. but i figured i cant really do anything else with my aching body.. ='(

oh.. my mum just won 4D.. and its a weird number that hasnt got anything to do with us.. so i asked mum why she bought that number and she said 财神给我的号码咧!
then she took the ang pao that had the number inside.. it was quite cool.. the cover had a picture of cai shen and it wrote "财神到！"
she took out the piece of paper inside the ang pao and showed it to me.. then she shouted "哎呀！买错号码咧！"

maybe cai shen knew she would buy wrong thats why cai shen gave my mum that number.. LOL

anyway she's quite happy that she won 4D.. its like her first time la..

yesterday night she kept saying "eh, son ah.. oi.. i think i won 4D leh" "eh really leh, you come and see" "wah i think i won" "faster come see!!!!"

YO!

又在次用中文写部落格了！今天本来十二点半和宇强约好在sunplaza见面，把眼镜修好。。然后去打网球，游泳。。

结果下起雨来。。 =。= XX的， 每次想做运动时就下雨。。 还好晚上打篮球时没下。。 不然我可要捉狂了。。

眼镜修好了！ 真的很开心。。 我很喜欢我现在这副眼镜 =D

回到家又是打电动。。 dota! 很奇怪。。 没心情玩时得到holyshit。。 有心情玩时总是被杀。。。 有够奇怪的。。

好了。。 现在是睡觉时间。。 拜拜！