i revised for today's test yesterday night. i was ready for the test today. but when i woke up it was already 9 40, the test starts at 10am. i knew i was screwed, i didnt go to school today. i am troubled about whether i will get my loa approved WITHOUT mc, troubled about whether ms pang will let me have a re-test with loa WITHOUT mc. i am troubled from 10am til now, its driving me crazy. my mum just nagged about why im not studying as much as last time when its exam period, dammit she chose the wrong time to nag at me, regarding this whole exam thing.

i hope i can get an approved loa and take a re-test. if the re-test is next week, i would have 3 papers in that week. i must get ready to study like crazy. if my loa doesnt get approved i wont be able to get a re-test, i would surely fail the module and would need to re-take the module next semester. T_T next semester would be year 2, one more module is hell. its gonna be tough. i really really hope i can get my loa approved. ok im gonna chant on this for half an hour before i watch tv. ahh i feel a bit guilty and i cant really face going to school, i feel bad. i know studying hard can solve this problem though.

what i didnt know was oversleeping can actually cause such trouble and frustration.