omg.. secret is such a sad film.. i cant take the sadness of the film, cause i get this 'fk, its so sad but my emotions bottle up inside' feeling. maybe its me, i cant seem to let my emotions all out unlike some girls who can cry like they lost their parents but in fact only lost their favourite teddy bear. i guess it really feels good to cry and let all emotions out. the bottled up feeling just feels kinda f**ked.. it feels.. like my chest is going to burst any moment when watching the film..

oh yeah, and thanks to chunann for lending me american pie 1 - 5. its great, i enjoyed 1-3 more than 4 and 5 cause the old casts where not in 4 and 5, its like 'GOD! WHERE IS JIM, STIFLER, KEVIN, OZ AND THAT WHITE ASS GUY?!" when i was watching the starting of american pie 4.

also, thanks to chunann, i enjoyed dejavu and next. these 2 films have something in common and are very excite to watch. i would very much like to see it agains. i am talking like this because i remembered borat. its nice, i like. oh yeah stomp the yard was good, 300 was good also although i only got to watch till the part the god king got disfigured.

thursday is electronics test and i hate this module! IM GOING TO PASS THIS MODULE AND LEAVE IT IN THE BOOKS. thursday's also my mom's birthday.. gosh i have no idea what to buy for her. my allowance is like only enough for my consumables? i cant save for shit unless i starve a bit. maybe i should start starving.. but its like in 2 days time? @_@

OK HARDCORE STUDYING TMR AND AFTER THE EXAM IM A FREE MAN. for one month. i think thats enough for me to destress.